Wake Up!!

有人说幸福是必然的，但是我还是觉得是要争取才会有幸福。那我想我应该错过很多幸福了吧！我等了一个女孩子三年多了，之前我还傻傻的等，我以为她之前应该受了很多委屈吧，所以才与我分手。原来我从一开始就活在自己的记忆里，三年了啦，她肯定变了令一个人，一开始我就觉得我和她的感情和三年前不一样了，但是谁想到原来三年前的她已经是这样了。我看错人了，不对。。。。我应该说我爱错人了。我不应该等和爱一个不爱我的人。我内疚了三年，三年后我才发现原来我根本不用内疚，因为错的不是我，我真的真的很后悔，因为三年里我放弃了许多爱我的人。我好累了！（我要跟着月亮慢慢走，因为我要等月老给我一段很美的爱情故事）

LOVE

what is the meaning of love?? since a lot of people that are couple now.... if u guys see this blog please leave some comment"answer". erm.... love can separate to lot of things... which means love your family, love your friends, love your boyfriend or girlfriend....
today im gonna talk about love your boyfriend or girlfriend. 1st thing that i want to ask " do u guys make or said any commitment before you couple wit ur behalf?" i dunno wat u guys will answer but... from my point of view... you must said out a commitment before u getting couple.. coz mayb he or she jus dunno wat u need or wat u want? if you couple with a boy or a girl that he dunno wat u nid or want, do u think u still can couple wit him/her? i dont think u can stand for it... guys... please if u need to make up a long long love story.... lets set a commitment with ur behalf...
2nd i saw a lot people is still alone or i can said they are still available.. isit they love to do so? or they have the choice but dont want to make the decision? human need.... LOVE... although they told u a lot of excuses ... im sure they need LOVE.... example... people A that still available... he/she will always stick with their friends.. if people A saw that he/she close friend go out wit their behalf.... people A will feel alone.... okok... straight to the point... although the people who is fat, thin, pretty, ugly, short, talk, rich, poor.... if they put afford or they willing to satisfied in LOVE... they will get back what they want.... no matter how hard is it.... u fight for it.... im sure that a happy ending wait for u....
my point of view... i hope that everyone get a happy ending story... try to understand wat im writing.. LOVE is a chance.. chance make by urself. hehe... the end of my writing.. see ya...

Im Back

A few week i didnt pose new blog ald.... coz... busy with the exam.... "dunno how to copy answer".. haha.... anyway... i have finish my exam... suppose i planning to go redang... but no response from my college fren... so i plan tis redang trip should go wit my big bro n small bro... but freaking hard to adjust their time.... coz dunno who got holiday n who didnt get holiday... (still planning) hope tat i can go wit them n all my close frens.... hehe...
haizz... today argue wit my dear dear again... dunno y i easy to get mad today.... coz when we sms seems like "cha" each other... then when i finish my work she call me.... but im really really tired n no mood to chat coz my mood is to sleep on my bed.... so i didnt really listen wat u said in the phone...
my best fren KK ask me to work with him... tat my pleasure man... but... really really no mood to do the work.... coz no basic... sumore expenses more than income... sorry after today i wont work wit u for tat job again...
today i saw N in the shopping center... haizz.. dunno how to said... i feel like wired when i wanna said "hi" to her... sometime i feel like she is one of my close fren b4..... i dunno wat she doing recently but.... i hope tat she was happy...
woohoo... is time to sleep boys n gals... good nitezzz....

PROBLEMSSSSSS

After come back from genting.... wooo... so tired... but anyway... is a nice trip wit all my frens... i feel like i should write it down coz i cant solve tis problem.... if u cant understand the meaning of my tittle, after u read below u should understand wat im try to said....
1st... my parents... walao.... my mom n my bro wife havent settle the problem yet.... if i stay at home... i feel like everyday i should get a ak47 coz prepare for the war between 2 of them... sumtime i dunno which side im standing... if i support my mom, i feel sorry to my bro.... coz he is the middle man between mom n his wife..... so i chose to be silence... when they war i will kip my mouth shut..... and i will stay in my room.... "BULL SHIT"
2nd... frens???... problem also.... tats rite.... fuck up lar..... i know tat we all are misunderstanding sumtime.... i feel i lost some girl frens.... i know too many secret ald.... ahhh!!! tell i die... if didnt tell it will change from a small matter to a big matter... at last i chose silence also... i dun wan to make gossip anymore.... i jus wanna enjoy my life.... hope one day we can be fren as b4....
3rd... exam.... 4 4 4 4(cantonese) i dunno wat im study tis sem coz... i didnt attend class at all... "although i noe tat im clever" but i scare fail also lorzzz.... aiyo.... i cant chose to be silence for tis problem... coz if i chose it... i will fail all my subject... wakakakkakak..... everybody wish me pass all my exam for tis sem....
time to sleep.... mayb im bull shitting.... but.... at least i update my blog... woohooo

MY FEELingzZZ

haizz.... dunno why... when i saw all my fren couple couple all damm sweet... but dunno y i cant do it.... although she "sayang" or can said she love me veli much..... i feel like wired... isit she not my type?? i kip asking myself many many times ald.... still cant get the answer.... woo.... i keep myself busy doing it doing that... coz i dont wanna think about it.... b4 im gonna sleep this question keep on appear on my mind!!! mayb i should said im a fussy person... i use to compare my X n you... or i can said is that i cant forget wat my x do to me.... im suffering... although u alwiz saw im smilling.... haizzz..... hope that one day i can really really to accept u as my gf.. but not now... all my frens keep asking me why dont u bring ur gf out let us take a look.... i wan to do it also... 1st reason u cant come out at night... 2nd reason i scare hurt u, coz i cant confirm how long ill be wit u.... i know that u got other choice.... i really hope that someday u can get a person who more care n love u.... coz i know im not the one.... And i know u wont have chance to see my blog.... i jus wanna write out my feeling.... woo~~~ i can get a good sleep or i can said sweet dream bah.... ZZZzzzz

TEARS DROP FROM THE SKY

Yesterday, i receive a msg from my buddy... he told me that my trainer was pass away... i feel suprise coz he was young.... 28 years old... oh my god!!! IS WAS BULL SHIT.... i was thinking wat happen to him.... i going to my trainer house wit KK n my bro"ivan".... wat chinese ppl said that name as "chor ye". After we reach there... i try to find out wat happen to him and why it happen so suddenly... his parent cant accept it... coz it happen really fucking suddenly... even i cant accept too... coz you know why... he dont smoke, not often take alcohol drink, no drugs.. some more when he body check up the report said that he is healthy...

b4 he pass away.... that night he jus went out play volleyball wit his fren.. after that go "yum char" till 12am something... then he drive back to his house.... the next morning his sister give him a morning by knocking his door... but no body respond... coz his sister said that normally after the morning call even no respond he will go to work also... but... tat day his sister know tat he didnt go to work... so she go back home and break the door see wat happen to his brother... she saw her brother sleep beside the door between the toilet and the bedroom... when she try to awake him... she feel that his body was freezing coz... the main point is her brother no breath anymore..

ISit a sad story??? why my tittle name as TEARS drop from the sky.... coz... the day my trainer pass away... whole day rainning....

after visit his house i go club find ashley... from starting i wit kk no mood at all.... as a fren i should have fun and enjoy wit her that night.... woo....

we should enjoy while we working or studying...

Im The Genius

woohoo!!! Do you know i spend how long for register tis blog.... I use about 2 hours to do it....

Lucky is that vivian teach me how to register and setup.... "thk u VIFIVIFI"

The time for me to finish blog should be 6am .. tis maybe the 1st blog i write it here... it maybe short ...because i beh tahan create for so long but didnt write anything.... hahaha....

ok lor.... write till here.... cause my brain gonna black out soon.... Nitezz everyone...